I never knew, what i was, but i knew what i could be, i tried not to be that, i think i did well. I am me now, i want the best for myself, im scared of being alone, i dont want to be, but because i am doesnt mean you have to be, im sorry i made you feel guilty, im sorry i made you feel miserable and upset. it was never my place, your my best friend, i wa jealous, not anymore, i love you and i need to let you go now.
I keep having dreams of being a Father, and everytime i wake up from one of these dreams i get more and more excited, last night i had a beautiful baby girl named Rose, although she wasn’t my own (i had adopted her) i just loved her so much that everytime i looked at her or everytime i was talking about her to someone i wept.
Rose was left by her parents in a car park, and it was me who walked by and heard the heart wretching sound of a baby wailing. When i found her i knew she was mine, not biologically but i loved that child more than i had ever loved anything else in the world.
I took Rose back to England, and showed my new daughter off as my pride and joy. It was just me and her, Leigh and Rose, Father and daughter.
I loved that dream.
I had this dream last nigh, which was actually quite strange. It started basically with me just going on a walk but as i walked things kept getting blown up, and water was gushing out of the ground, it was like the end of the world was beginning. So my boss informed me that i had been chosen to go to England to start the process of saving the earth and is what i had to do was go and kill all the people in the U.K who were already dead but they were alive again and they were a big part of the reason for the start of the end. but no cars or planes were in action because of how unsafe the earth was, so i had to (for some reason) go to KFC to get cash out. it was a long walk there. anyway next thing i know i’m walking up onto a spaceship because a spaceship was the only way i could get to England. as i walked to the space ship there were all these people there cheering me and hugging me and crying (the cast of friends as there, that was nice) i got on and there were 9 other people coming too. then we took off but for like an hour on the ship we were still on planet earth and the spaceship was blowing up all these trees to start collecting oxygen and stuff. None of us was in space outfits and we were told that our first stop was the moon for a refuel.
When will you kill me?
When will you kill me?
When will you kill me?
I’m not afraid of your
Hot Spanish temper
Your tongue like murder
Suicide bomber
I’m not scared
Don’t lock the door?
Lock the door?
Lock you out
Shut me in
You smash my jaw
Break my nose
Knock me out
Suck me in
It was hot enough to kill somebody
And it thought it was going to be me
Dazzling deceiver
You’re quick like silver
So sick with fever
How I love you, love you
Just like my brother
Carnival mirror
See myself in you
But I’m not scared
Don’t lock the door?
Lock the door?
Lock you out
Shut me in
You smash my jaw
Break my nose
Knock me out
Kick my teeth in
Tell me, when you kill somebody
Do you think you are setting them free?
Not me
Oh, lock the door
Lock the door
Lock you out
Shut me in
You break my jaw
Smash my nose
Knock me out
Kick my teeth in
But I’m not scared
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